Goodbye

 I didn't know which was more difficult… "Letting Go" or "Admitting" I had a hard time "Letting Go"... However, I am able to admit, I had a hard time letting go. My heart was consumed by sorrow supplied by my head. I had bridged the gap between the two the only way I knew how, through a River of tears I found "flow" and was finally able to move through emotion that had kept me stuck in my prison of self-inflicted confliction for so long. It was like a comforting resting place in one's home of despair. I could hold each tear and reflect on its memory like a crystal ball floating by and round... Was it waiting for me or had I been awaiting its arrival as I sat an pondered weapily in my comfort of doubt

   "I miss you" my mind kept saying through my lips. Each whisper another lie, I missed nothing I thought of, each glimpse caught in the reflection of the sorrow River bridging the gap, and then like all moments of Time seasons change and so do mine. The cold brought warm thoughts remembrances of Autumn's falling leaves... Leaves, trees, and oh again the sun Shone upon my David. Goodbye bluebird it's time to fly, goodbye sorrow River Frozen in time. goodbye my forever my eternal love of mine, goodbye passion it's now just the flame and i, goodbye I whispered through bloodshot eyes, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye…

    "one does not need to understand once reaching inner knowing,

     There is much one sacrifices when forever growing"...